saturday

i love saturdays. i work from 4am to noon, then spend the entire rest of the day wtih the family.... today i spent three hours modeling for a cartooning class. it's always a really good time- however, sometimes discouraging. some of these kids are SO fucking talented. it's almost a reminder of how much i've let slip away- had i kept up with things art-related the nearly twenty years i've been out of school, who knows what i'd be capable of today. as always, i'll brush it off as "everything has a time and season"... but damnit!! instead of being intimidated by others, i should be inspired. we all have our own styles and ways of expressing ourselves. i just have to remind myself of that. everything is fine....