i haven't heard the song in a while, but the lyrics always resonated deeply- boxcar racer 'there is'... it's certainly a song for the day.
i have no idea why the sight of someone while driving inspired a voice inside me to cry-
you're out there somewhere, aren't you? you have to be.
find me here, please. this loneliness is overwhelming.
it's ridiculous to know how our mind manipulates things. i've mentally revisited past relationships recently, and noticed the skewed view on things. to lay more blame in my corner, and to shed more grace and light on my former counterparts. luckily, there have been sporadic journal entries, text messages, emails and such that i've saved as reminders because i knew i'd do this...
someday i'll find someone that will attend weird art and burlesque shows with, someone that won't mind if i decide to get back into performing bellydance (or who knows what else), someone i can converse with, share crosswords with, goof around with, be serious with, someone that is my equal in so many definitions of the word.
